Emotional times

I have no real reason for a serious rant at 11.32 on a saturday morning…but jesus, with the blog, no-one really has to listen, and so I just push on regardless. What in the good name of fuck am I doing with my life!? That seems like a good place to begin. It seems, with the passing of this first term, that I am raising more questions than answers in terms of any possible photographic career I may be pulling together. Always one for waves of pure paranoia, things seem to be mounting with the continuously vivid reality that there is no outlet for my training and execution. How can I twist my life to allow survival – making money for food seems a long way off for me now, and yet at some stage, money for home or kids will be necessary too – how is it possible?  At the risk of sounding the pessimistic horn, I should state that I am not in the depths of total despair, but rather just allowing a trail of open thought a chance for reason. Where will it all lead, well, that remains as illusive as ever.


2 Responses to “Emotional times”

  1. 1 sam tyler March 1, 2008 at 12:46 pm

    You negative bastard, I completely empathise.

  2. 2 S March 11, 2008 at 1:28 pm

    Negative indeed!

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